14/8/06

// feeling :: sad
// prayer for :: tmr's prayer meeting

Signed the papers needed for retake of Chinese 'O's..Got reprimanded by my form teacher again in Chemistry class because I'm really falling behind everyone in almost every subject. She has been focusing on my last yr's results and stuff like that..Said I was really slack this yr..I guess I am..'N' levels are way different from 'O's..

I watched Family Stone on DVD with my sister just now. Wonderful story..Wonderful twist.

One thing I hate about movies..Is that they remind me of the fact I'm single. I know its kinda stupid, but these feelings just come. I dont know why and how, but they just do. I guess its normal to feel lonely at this time but I thought I would've gotten used to it by now. Well, I'm doing pretty ok by myself..

I've realised that I'm actually very lucky, very blessed. I have a wonderful home and even though I dont have much in material things, I have so much more in the emotional and spiritual things. I have my parents' love and support, and I have my faith in Jesus.

I've seen the change in my personality. I used to whine, complain and pout if my sister is getting something I dont have. But since I've gotten so much closer to God, I realised those things arent even a little bit significant for me to grow as a person. Although I do have a lot of rough edges I am embarrassed about =/

I gotta learn how to keep my focus on God..Right now..thats all I'm concerned about.

I kept thinking about Joel and Bryan these few days. I just dont feel right doing these things to Bryan without him understanding what it is about...But who am I to argue with Sis Cat's words..And yup, he still loves Minger.